Thanks!

Lol, I bet my entry is confusing! My step-dad was cheating on my mom
in late June with the 20 year old. Mid July he told my mom and he moved
out. Him and his new wife were suppose to rent a house with her mom and
her mom's boyfriend, but her mom's boyfriend lost his job. In August
they moved in with my mom until they saved money to move. Now they want
the house and my mom out. They got married in October. My ex step-dad
is a big drug user, I grew up with pot and coke around me. My ex
step-dad use to sell it and do it. Yeah they want a baby he also
controls her. I don't take offense to the Jerry Springer comment, I've
even said the same thing. I'm the only sane person. It is stressful but
I'm trying not to worry about it. I hardly talk to my mom anymore.

wow
i was with a guy once and we were fucking and i felt rly rly wet too..and than after we fucked i went to the bathroom and noticed i had my period
and he didnt say nething to me..idk if he knew or notand i didnt wanna ask him
i was so nervous
and i kno its not the same thing..but i sitll talk to the guy and occasionally fuck him
so if he did notice he didnt care..
but i mean shit happens
i would be embarassed too but hey its always a funny story for a later date right?
take care and at least you got ur period
that means no baby :)
lol sorry
sammi

haha that is funny. go for it and see how things go since you do like him.  that happened to me once and the s..x turned out to be amazing with a combination of amazing foreplay and so on.  He was able to work with what he had. so yea.  he could be the 1st to do it lol

and the book sounds really good. I am into those types of books as well. So I will look into it as soon as I finish the one I am reading.  Sounds reallllly good lol

[ReddOne]

Ive never had s..x with a "tiney" guy..but i hope that it works out for yah
i mean the dude im talkin to now isnt that big either lol and im nervous
but i guess if he turnsyah on and what not..and he doesnt finishe the job during s..x than there are other ways togetyah off
i hope it works out for yah
take care
sammi

yea those type of books are great! but no I haven't read it but I do know who Ann Rice is I've seen her books but never read any so maybe I should.

The book started kind of backwards, we meet John  (who is in the army) during the present time and he is watching the love of his life but she doesn't see him and he goes on to talk about  what they had and whatnot but not in so much detail so all you know is that they love eachother but aren't together anymore. So then he starts to tell us the story and he starts from his childhood and it goes from there. I'm at the part where he meets her for the 1st time.  So the book says I should expect, love, pain, romance, and heartbreak.

The way I put it isn't so good lol, cause I haven't gotten to the good parts yet. but its suppoesdly a great book and based on his past books I'm sure it is.

What is the Sleeping Beauty triology about? if it interest me I just might check it out.  So far I'm a hesitant cause I never liked Sleeping Beauty. lol

i completely agree with what the other person wrote- he needs to want to do it for himself- if not he will just lie and steal....

[georgstasi]

I can't believe that! I'm sorry about you and your baby....Have you tried to talk to him on why he's doing drugs? Try talking to him and may be he'll try to understand the situation on how you're feeling right now.

hope this situation heals...

                                                                                    love lots,

                                                                               *PinUpGoth*

i like the one wif the " dont regret anything, cz at one point it was everything you ever wanted"
soooo tru :):)
xxxx

Thanks for the comment! It's nice to have someone care.

Amazing poems!

woah. these are really amazing.

My advice would be to quit trying so hard with her. Let her realize how great of a daughter she has. I stopped doing so much for my mom cuz like you said, you never felt like anything you did was good enough. Once I stopped doing as much for her and stopped calling HER all the time ... I think it finally clicked in her head just what she was doing to push me away. Im not suggesting you cut ties all together, just cut back. My mom is now more of a friend to me than she ever was.

I wish you all the best!

Your not a loser!! Everyone makes mistakes it takes the real and the strong to try to fix it.... less your are talking care of your kids they need you the most. And you didn't go to college but lest you didn't through your life away like going on the streets, don't think about what you should have done b/c you can't change past but you can make a better future for both you and your kids =} Just don't give up things will get better. If you ever need to talk I'm alwayz here.

Thialy=}

you dont need a peice of paper these days to say you love someone, being married doesnt make you any happier cos it didnt make me any happier. as for this other guy you have to make up your mind who you want to be with and if he hasnt called you it could mean that you was just random for him as you guys meet over the net. you have a baby together and that is the most presious thing in the world and you have to think on how it will effect her. if you dont love him leave him if you do love be faithful cos it only takes one person to see you or him to completely tear things apart.

Its your decision but remember what ever it maybe it will effect you your b/f and your 2 yr old daughter. Is it worth it if you love him?

Al